24th Novemer 2007

Bye Bye exam~~~

Today Baby came to my house to meet me...

She drove her dad's car...

We slept for an hour more after she reached my house...

Then we went to Seapark to eat our breakfast+lunch with my mum...

3 of us were eating onli...

But my mum ordered 4 persons food...

But baby said i'm=2persons...

So she is right...

we managed to finish them..

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After that we went home n wait for Cheesern n Weeyan..

Coz i promised them i hv to train Dota with them for tournament...

So my baby hv to go 1u alone...

I'm sry bout that...

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After d training, i went out n ply basketball...

Half way my baby called she said she left her hp in my house...

So she came n collect at nite..

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We went dinner together with my mum...

Baby was angry coz i break a small promise..

i'm wrong, so i tried to 'Tam' her...

but i suck...

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After the dinner...

Finally she 4gv me...

But she said something...

It is hurtful...

N made me so unhappy n angry...

But she din noe that it is a powerful sentence...

N she din noe i'm angry bout that sentence too...

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When we reached home..

She asked me whether i want d cakes she bought anot...

i tot she bought them for her sis..

so i said nvm~ u can bring back if u wan..

She was angry again bcoz i dun wan the cake...

???

Walao~

i'm not god...

i can't read ppl's mind...

I din noe that u bought them for me...

Anyway... I did apologize for that...

She passed me the cake but her face show me that she was still angry or moody...

In that time i'm moody too n i kept controling myself to Tam her...

Coz i tell myself, i'm wrong at 1st...

i broke the promise

Altho she had 4gv me..

So i asked her to eat d cakes with me...

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She came back into my house n we ate together...

When we were eating...

Her face was soooo moody...

So i 'Tam' her again~~~

Finally she smile...

Then i told her i'm still moody...

N she asked:'' I purposely bought d cake for u n u still wnana be moody la?

Then i said yea i'm still moody...

In my heart.. i'm moody bcoz i feel that she dun wanan trust me anymore..

But i'm happy too coz she bought the cake for me...

Juz Bcoz i said yea i'm still moody..

She was so angry n scolded me for my moodyness..

*Moody oso cannot??? Thats a feeling... u think i really wanna be moody meh?*

So i'm damn angry too..

After scolded, she juz went off...

May b she thought of i will pujuk her again..

But it had reached my limit..

so i juz open d door for her...

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I noe i'm wrong at 1st...

But i did Pujuk u n i promised i wont do that again d...

Dun ask me to show u that i'm happy when you urself r moody...

In that time.. i'm moody too how d u wan me to show u???

Force myself?

N even if i'm happy... doesn't mean that i must show out right???

Can't u feel?

If u can't... i hv nth to say...

PLz think back wat u did n make me moody...

Did i say anything thats hurt u???

i was juz being sad n moody....

Plz dun force me to show my feeling when u can't feel it or u actually can...

i will do it when i hv the mood.....

Dun force me to do something when i dun wan to do at that moment...

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